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Lorraine Aguilar

Jacob Vargas my baby boy born at 18 weeks. We miss you everyday of our lives. I went into the hospital thinking i was just cramping but then 20 minutes later i found out god was going to take you with him. Laying there in the hospital with contractions knowing that any minute i would deliver you and you would be gone. I would no longer feel you move inside me,i would no longer hear your heart beat. I just kept thinking its not fare why do you have to be taken, what did i do wrong, what could i have done differently. We had a funeral for jacob a couple days later and that was the second hardest day of my life other then the day he was born. But your an angel and i know your with your grandparents up in heaven looking down on us. Mommy loves you!

27 March 2009 - Madera,California

Estelle

I lost my baby at 5wks. I had just found out i was pregnant 2 weeks before. I had called everyone and told them, because my first pregancy had gone so well, Why shouldn't this one?
When I told everyone about the miscarriage I got a couple of those oh so helpful statements like: " well at least it wasn't that far along." or "There will be other babies."
As if I hadn't already started to dream about THIS baby , that it might be a girl, How her big brother would look out for her, or another boy , and the could play togther.
Even though there wasn't much I buried what tissue there was and placed flowers there. This has helped me a lot, I don't think I could have stood the idea of throwing it away. Whenever it gets hard I can say a prayer and rember that the baby is with God. What helped the most is that my husband has been there for me the whole time and I have done my best to be there for him. I have also had a few friends that told me of thier own losses and where just there for me. Thank to any who spend the time to read this and I pray you have the support you need. For my Doe with love always your mama.
( p.s. to anyone haveing trouble getting your doc to listen to your worries don't hesitate to go to another I am getting tested for PCOS now by my Family doc because my gyn wouldn't take me seriously.)

27 March 2009

elf.begay

I lost my 2nd pregnancy at 12wks from "molar pregnancy" the doc told me about genetic complications and that I could've been carrying twins. After 3mos. of ecstatic joy, that day at the ultrasound appt was life-altering. I blamed everything and everyone and myself all at once, even my beloved husband for secretly not wanting another child, which he really didn't. I said and did and thought horrible things during the depression. NO ONE could say the right thing to me, it all just fueled my anger. There were days that I shivered from the icy cold on bright summer days. And days I don't even remember. BUT in my deepest, darkest time after mouthing off at the hubby, I collapsed in tears in our bedroom on the floor when my 2yr old son grabbed his little blanket, covered me, and said, "Don't cry, mommy. Go sleep." At that moment, it was like hearing him AND my unborn child speak to me through my son. It's been a truly difficult, personal struggle for me to pull through but I did it. After reevaluating my whole life and reassessing my priorities and goals and dreams and happiness, my loss took on more meaning, almost like it was MEANT to happen already. These days, I still slack off now and then and have sad/bad/mad/moody/pms days but my angel and my son remind me otherwise. God must've seen some improvement in my life because now I'm blessed with a third pregnancy 3wks away from duedate. On nights that I sing, I can hear my angel, a girl, singing right alongside me, an echoey, whispery, cool-soothing presence passing over my cheeks and into my heart, and swirling with unearthly sound stirring from my breath. She inspires me, she's with us everyday, always a messenger between me and God. She'awee' shiyazhi, I remember you, and especially in Octobers when you would've been 4 today in earth-yrs. I've lost many relatives in October but now it's a month of sincere remembrance that peacefully emerges when the fall colors bleed into nature. My sad-day is in April when I went into surgery for a D&C, a day I still allow myself to grieve, even if it's a happy day, I allow my grief only because it's remembering what beautiful gift my unborn child gave me that day -- that life is MORE than what is actually seen and felt. Do I believe in angels? YES, just like how my now-6yr-old son believes in sparkly laughter and how the little birds of nature seem to ever-so-slightly hover over me when I'm outside. Or how red-tailed hawks seem to fly overhead on those sad/mad/bad days and my son and hubby say, "It's Grandpa saying 'hi' to us."

23 March 2009 - durango.co

Marsha C.

My precious Elijah was only three years old when he was hit and dragged almost a mile with his eyes open. All while struggling to breathe while wedged between the car while of a red pick up truck. The driver a mother, got years in prison for not stopping when several people told her to. To see his picture type his name Elijah Cozart into yahoo search.

I think about him everyday and often feel dead myself. Read about what keeps me going and hopeful. I don't blame God because with evil things good cannot be blamed for. I blame the devil who rules the world and brought evil, wickidness and sin into the world.
Mothers and fathers take heart knowing that when Jesus comes back he will resurrect your children that you lost to death. But believe that death is not the end. The bible tells us that death will be done away with in the near future—1 Corinthians 15:54.“Death is swallowed up forever.”
Clearly, Jesus Christ plays a key role in eliminating sin and death. He said that he came to earth “to give his soul a ransom in exchange for many.” (Matthew 20:28) The situation is comparable to a kidnapping, in which release of the hostage can be obtained only by a specified payment. In this case, the ransom that can free us from sin and death is Jesus’ perfect human life.# —Acts 10:39-43.

To provide the ransom, God sent Jesus to the earth to sacrifice his life. “God loved the world so much that he gave his only-begotten Son, in order that everyone exercising faith in him might . . . have everlasting life.” (John 3:16) Before dying a sacrificial death, Christ ‘bore witness to the truth.’ (John 18:37) And during his public ministry, he took advantage of certain events to reveal the truth about death.

“The Little Girl . . . Is Sleeping”
Jesus was no stranger to death while he was on earth. He felt the grief of losing people around him, and he was fully aware that he himself would die prematurely. (Matthew 17:22, 23) Evidently some months before Jesus was executed, his close friend Lazarus died. That event provides us with an insight into Jesus’ view of death.

Soon after receiving word of Lazarus’ death, Jesus said: “Lazarus our friend has gone to rest, but I am journeying there to awaken him from sleep.” The disciples assumed that if Lazarus was merely resting, he would get better. So Jesus said plainly: “Lazarus has died.” (John 11:11-14) Obviously, Jesus understood death to be like sleep. While death may be difficult for us to comprehend, we do understand sleep. During a good night’s rest, we are unaware of the passage of time and what is going on around us because we are in a state of temporary unconsciousness. This is exactly how the Bible explains the condition of the dead. Ecclesiastes 9:5 states: “As for the dead, they are conscious of nothing at all.”
Jesus also compared death to a sleep because people can be awakened from death, thanks to the power of God. On one occasion, Jesus visited the home of a distraught family whose little girl had just expired. “The little girl did not die, but she is sleeping,” Jesus said. Then he approached the dead girl and took hold of her hand, and she “got up.” In other words, she rose from the dead.—Matthew 9:24, 25.

Jesus likewise raised his friend Lazarus from death. But before performing that miracle, he consoled Martha, Lazarus’ sister, by saying: “Your brother will rise.” She confidently replied: “I know he will rise in the resurrection on the last day.” (John 11:23, 24) She evidently expected all of God’s servants to be resurrected at some point in the future.

What exactly does a resurrection imply? The Greek word for “resurrection” (a·na'sta·sis) literally means “standing up.” It denotes a rising from the dead. This may sound incredible to some, yet after saying that the dead would hear his voice, Jesus said: “Do not marvel at this.” (John 5:28) The resurrections that Jesus himself performed on earth give us confidence in the Bible’s promise that the dead in God’s memory will awake from their long “sleep.” Revelation 20:13 prophesies: “The sea gave up those dead in it, and death and Hades [mankind’s common grave] gave up those dead in them.”

Will these dead ones be resurrected back to life only to grow old and die again, somewhat like Lazarus? That is not God’s purpose. The Bible assures us that the time will come when “death will be no more,” so no one will be growing old and then dying.—Revelation 21:4.

I look forward to the day when all our children will wake up and play with each other and never again die.
God Bless Everyone of Us.

21 March 2009

FELICIA VASQUEZ

I LOST MY ANGEL NINE MONTHS AGO AND STILL HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO GRIEVE....I HAD GOT PREGNANT AGAIN ABOUT A MONTH AND A HALF LATER SO NOT WANTING TO GO THROUGH THAT PAIN WITH MY NEW MIRACLE INSIDE ME I HAD TO PUT IT A SIDE. ITS BY FAR THE HARDEST THING IVE EVER GONE THROUGH. IT SEEMS NO ONE UNDERSTANDS AND EVEN IF THEY HAVE GONE THROUGH IT IT SEEMS NO ONES TAKING IT AS HARD AS I AM. WHEN SOMEONE ASKED ME WHAT MY HEAVEN WOULD BE....I SAID GOING THROUGH THOSE PEARLY WHITE GATES AND GOD PLACING MY ANGEL BACK IN MY ARMS....THATS WHAT HELPS ME IS KNOWING THAT MY ANGELS IN HEAVEN WAITING FOR ME. IF YOU HAVE GONE THROUGH THE SAME PLEASE LOOK UP THE SONG "GLORY BABY" BY WATERMARK ITS HELPED ME A LOT EVEN THOUGH I HAVE YET TO GRIEVE OVER MY LOSS. IM THANKFUL FOR GOD TAKING CARE OF MY ANGEL AND SENDING ME MY SON WHO IS TO BE BORN JUNE 7 2009....MY LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME MY HEART WILL NEVER BE COMPLETE BUT I DO HAVE TO KEEP ON LIVNG FOR MY BABY BECAUSE HIS BROTHER OR SISTER WOULD HAVE WANTED ME TO....GODS STRENGTH

19 March 2009 - SAN JOSE, CA

Allison Sepulveda

To my precious babies,

Words can never express the amount of sadness and pain I felt the day Jehova took you from daddy and I, but it also comes with happiness and relief of knowing that you are both together in a better place. I remember both of you everyday of my life; sometimes with tears, sometimes with a smile, sometimes even with a laugh whenever I remember how I use to wake up with Kevin underneath my rib and how Devin would kick only for daddy. I only wish I could have had a little more time with you to feel your hearts beat, to see you smile, or even hear you breath. I thank god for giving me the gift carrying you. Being a mother to you was worth every second and evey shed tear. You both will always be my most precious memory.

Love,
Mommy

Kevin Andres Sepulveda born 8/6/06

Devin Sepulveda born 12/18/07

13 March 2009 - Boston, MA

Charlene Rizzico

My Dearest Baby Joy -

There has not been a day that I have not thought of you. For so long my arms have been empty and have longed for your embrace; my heart has been broken from the love it cannot give you; my ears can only imagine your soft, sweet voice.

For many years I have carried a shattered soul knowing that I let you go-- I am so sorry my little one, I ask that you forgive me. Today, the gray veil that I have lived under for many years is lifted. Today, I celebrate you Joy - and want you to know that my spirit sends you love, hugs and kisses. Stay close to your heavenly Grandfather and have patience with him, for he does have a soft spot in his heart for you and kind blue eyes that will watch over you too.

Until our spirits are finally together, I will continue to celebrate you -- Joy Elizabeth Stevens -- everyday until God calls me home.

I love you -
mama

8 March 2009 - GA

Vicki

Christian Heath Rogers.
20.02.2008
born at 20w5d, forever in our hearts and minds.perfect in everyway. rest in peace in gods care. to beautiful for this world.

8 March 2009 - aus

Loving 1

Babygirl, Tyler. We will always love you. Stillborn, but born still February 28th, 2009. We, your family will always carry you in our hearts. Bless you angel.

6 March 2009 - Brooklyn, New York

Georgett Elias

My first glimpse of you, seeing your tiny heart beat. I couldn't wait for you to be born to hold you. My second visit to the doctor I was suppose to hear your precious heart, but instead mine was ripped out finding out I had lost you at 9wks. On July 16th 2008 you left my body but your forever in my heart. Jan. 23 2009 was my due date you'd be about a month old. I know someday God will finally put you in my arms where you belong. I love you my angel.

1 March 2009 - Pittsburgh,PA

Brianna Campbell

Our baby girl Layla Brielle came into the world 4 1/2 weeks early. We knew ahead of time that you may have some problems but still had hope that we would be able to take you home.Ill never forget the night that you decided to come into our lives, Feb 10th at 11:05 pm. You were born sleeping but the most beautiful baby you daddy and I have ever laid eyes on. I only got to hold you for a short time but that had to have been the best hour and a half of my life. I think about you everyday and still cry. I know you are looking down on all of us from the stars and Im sure that your great grammy was there to greet you and is there to rock you to sleep every night. There will never be a moment if our lives that we will ever forget you! As each day passes it gets a little easier knowing that we are one day closer to holding our sweet little angel. I hope you can hear me sing to you everyday, its terrible I know and Im sorry that Im still putting you through it like I did when you were in my belly. :) But here is my fave lyric right now from the song that your daddy and I named you after "Like a fool we fell in love with you, Youve turned our whole world upside down, Layla." Please know that we love you more than you will ever imagine and you are going to be the greatest big sister that anyone can ask for one day. Keep shining up there sweet pea and be the life of the party like I know you are. We love you and can not wait to meet you again one day! Love always and forever...Mommy and Daddy.

28 February 2009 - Thornton, Colorado

steph sharpe

My baby angel, Danyela Angela, born sleeping 23rd August 2008. Early.
As i held you in my hands you looked so tiny and beautiful,you were just so perfect,all i could do was look at you and wish you were still with us, i have never felt so empty and helpless, all i could do was cry for you. Your chance of life with us was taken so cruely yet the love we hold for you is endless. You may not be here in life sweetheart but you will always always be here in spirit. You will always be our special little angel and we will never ever forget you baby girl.
Its been 6mths and not a minute has passed without you being in our hearts and in our thoughts. You are our little Butterfly angel and even though your not here, your mummy and big sisters love you very very much.
All our love, hugs and kisses to you baby Danyela, sleep tight x x x x x x x x x x
Love you forever, Miss you always
x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x

25 February 2009 - Danyela was born/died in Lincoln

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