Remembering Baby

To my Son Braedyn Thomas-Showell, We lost you during our 5 month. You were 22weeks and 1 lb 0 oz. You little lungs were not ready for life outside the womb. You were perfect in every way! :0) We will miss you truly.

My precious daughter, Ava Therese, I miss you more than words can say. Thank you for giving daddy and I five months with you; we are so grateful that you were chosen for us, and our lives are infinitely better because you were--and still are--in it. My beautiful little girl, mommy and daddy are so proud of how strong you are, and of how you held on. The gifts you left us are still unfolding each day. We don't pretend to understand all that you have blessed us with, nor do we pretend to understand your passing, but please know that we will work as hard as we can to ensure our reunion in heaven one day. Love seems like such an inadequate word, but we love you baby girl. WE LOVE YOU. You'll always be daddy's little angel, and mommy's tiny star. Love, Mommy and Daddy

ily my daughter, Daughter..i wish i wish i got to hold you..the doctor did i wish i got to see you..your daddy did i wish you were around to call me mommy..in my dreams you did i wish you were still alive..you didnt deserve to die like you did i wish for you everyday..just like today i did

Our precious little angel baby boy.......there are sooooo many feelings, sooooo many words that we hoped and prayed that we could share with you. Your loss is unmeasureable. We had so many hopes and dreams for you. Please know that we think of you all the time and you are with us. We wish you could be here with your big brother. As we watch him play we are so thankful to see his joy and innocence but so wish that you could one day be playing with him too. God Bless and We Love You ALWAYS! Love, Mommy, Daddy, and Robert

To my sweetheart, it has almost been 3 years now. Miss you so much, everyday, but I have finally accepted this was the best outcome, although it never felt that way. I am glad that you are not suffering here on Earth, and watching Mummy from Heaven. I thank you for being with me for 31 weeks and teaching me so much. I love you bubby. I hope you feel that you are missed and loved by us all. I'm sure Nan is taking care of you, I imagine you together all the time. You are both the missing part of me. Love you Angel Baby. Mummy.

My Son Maxwell Boyd, your so dearly missed everyday, as your brother grows older I think how much I miss you, I miss you because I so dearly yearned to watch you grow as well. And I never would've thought I'd have to live coming home with empty arms and a heart filled full of sorrow and pain. Missing you everyday. xoxo love mommy,daddy,and david. Forever missing you my little forget me not. Maxwell was born prematurely at 24 weeks due to a complicated pregnancy ;(.

Baby Davis, your mom misses you so much each day. Every time I leave the house, with just my purse and my keys, I wish I was loaded down with a diaper bag and bottles and a stroller...and you. Every time I look in the rearview mirror and don't see the car seat and your sweet face, my heart breaks. Your dad doesn't understand. He thinks I need to move on, to learn to forget. How can I forget? I thought things might get easier after Christmas, after April 17, 2010 your "birth date," after Mother's Day, but I still want to cry every time I see a baby boy your age. Maybe we'll try again some day, but I worry the same thing might happen again. I don't know if I can take that chance. Your cousin Kallie says she sees Grandma Elsie rocking you to sleep in her dreams, and I believe her. I fought so hard for you, but God had other plans. Please forgive me for not being able to carry you like I was supposed to. Your growth, nourishment and safety were my only responsibilities, and I let you down. Remember I love you and you will always be in my heart, my Bean.

my son had passed away 3 weeks ago. he was only 2 1/2 months old when he passed away from sids in his sleep. his father had found mason all bule and he try to give him cpr but he was long gone. i was in kanase for a week the day i was coming home to see my son and husband. my husband told me that mason wes no longer with us. i broke down and cry i almost missed my plan. i never got the chance to see my baby till the viewing i wish i never left, i miss holding my son in my arms and his crys i will give up every thing to get the chance to here him cry or see him giggls at me. thier are times where i fine myself looking for my son at even in the moring around the time i will nomarl feed him. then it hits me that he is no longer here with me. it brakes my heart every time. i go and vist him every saturday and every 7 th of the month. mason ray messer is now 3 months and 8 days old as of today. ill never get the chance to watch him grow up or buy him his frist pair of shoes and get him ready for school. i was cheated out of all that i would have gave my son the world. now me and husband cant even go to stores for a while cuz every time we see kids playing and babys around mason age we both cry and ask why this had to happen. my son was a happy healthy baby hw wayed 14 pounds and he was 24 inches long. my son was going to be a be tall biy like his daddy. just hope my son know that i love him very much and ill see him one of these days