Remembering Baby

I lost my loving little man at 18 weeks. He was an active little guy and brought me so much warmth and love. Unfortunately, I made a mistake. The biggest mistake of my life. I was changing my severely disabled 4 year old son\'s diaper and took a horrible kick to the stomach. I knew instantly my baby was gone...and he was. My younger son still talks to him and sends him balloons to heaven with handmade cards whenever he can. I miss that void but I know he is still around us. I will never get over not being able to move out of the way quickly enough but one must continue on and I will do so for him.

I had a beautiful still born at 24 weeks . I did not feel her move that day, i took apptmnt next day in early morning to make sure everything is alright, but unfortunately we found out my baby didnt have her heartbeat . I was broken.Still remember everyday,it is becoming more painful as my due date is approaching to a mark which is on march 24 2012. no one should feel suchvoid in their lives

My daughter, Charlie, was born at 22weeks and 5 days, she she put up a valiant fight for 45min. and passed in my arms. Her twin brother was delivered by emergency c-section 5 days later, Tristan, they put me to sleep for the c-section so my husband and I did not even get to see his delivery. He faught for 4 days, but ultimately passed as well. My twins would have been 9 months old now, and there is not a day that goes by that I don\'t think about them or miss them.

You were only 6 weeks old inside my womb. You were Gods answer to years of infertility; our dreams come true. You were our miracle, our last attempt to conceive. Your daddy and mommy cried with joy at the news of your impending arival in August. We talked about who you would be, what would you look like? You were going to be the best of both of us. We loved you more than life itself, even though we had not met. Were you going to be a Hayden, or Gracie, we didn\'t know yet. But alas, God called you back to his protective embrace. A part of me died with you. The pain I feel at your loss is still as sharp as the night we lost you. You are deeply loved and missed baby Greene...Forever my angel taken too soon.

This week i had my fourth miscarriage. All of them have been before 12 weeks and although i never birthed these children into this world they were, for a short time alive within me. I honour their lives. I cant talk about this one, but we will always have been her parents. Things will continue, but never just as it was because the experience of her, tiny and unformed and of losing her has changed me, as losing each of them has. I cant go back and change what happened, i cant get any of them back, but i can hold them in my heart and remember them, however tiny they were, because each life is sacred. Owain, Morgan, Marnie, Seren. I love you and i let you go but you will always be part of me xxx

On February 4, 2012, I held a little kidney-bean sized baby in the palm of my hand. It had arms, and legs, and even little black spots where eyes would be. We named the baby August...the month we were due. The month we had imagined that all our hopes and dreams for this baby would be fulfilled. Though it was too soon to be sure, I always had a feeling it was a boy. August was born into our loving hands, in the comfort of our home. This gave us the opportunity to spend precious time together, and to say goodbye. We know our baby is in the arms of Jesus now, and we will see him in heaven one day, because we trust Jesus for our salvation (Romans 3:23). No one can tell me I just lost a \"fetus\" or a \"pregnancy\". Our baby\'s life started at conception, and though it lasted just a few short weeks, August\'s life had value. I know that the purpose God had for his life has been accomplished. We held August in our hands for just a moment, but will carry the memory and love in our hearts forever. \"From birth I was cast upon you; from my mother\'s womb you have been my God.\"-Psalm 22:10. \"For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother\'s womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well. My frame was not hidden from you when I was woven together in the depths of the earth, your eyes saw my unformed body. All the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be.\"-Psalm 139:13-18. \"For I know the plans I have for you,” says the LORD. “They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope.\"-Jeremiah 29:11.

Carter Rene Worthman.... There is not a day that goes by that I dont wish to smell your sweet hair or your soft skin. Carter Rene loss his precious little life on 06/01/10 being only 30 days old. Beautiful you are! Your mommy and daddy miss you sooo much and waiting on the day to see your beautiful eyes again. As I use to say to you in the NICU \"To my angel that flew to low so I clipped your wings and will never let go\".....

my son was born 13 weeks early and developed a bowel disease called N.E.C. He had surgery but sadly the amount of ventilation he recieved caused him chronic lung disease and he lost his tiny fight for life at 39 days old. Olivers death has left me and his father totally devastated. We love and miss you so much darling and thank you for fighting so hard to stay with us....sweet dreams sweetheart 3-dec-2011 - 10-jan-2012 xx always in our hearts xxxxxxxxxxxxx