Remembering Baby

On Monday February 6, 2012, my water broke just hours after finding the amniocentesis results-trisomy 18. I was 35 weeks pregnant. I got to the hospital just moments after my water broke because I had polyhydramnios and there was a lot of water. We found out that Jade\'s little heart stopped beating and I gave birth to my daughter at 12:13AM February 7, 2012, 5 weeks before due date. She weighed 3 1/2 lbs and was 17 inches long. My partner and I spent all night with her, and there were many tears. We said goodbye around 3 in the afternoon the same day. Her big brother Zach, 6, Myself and Daddy will forever miss her and love her beyond comprehension, but we will grow as a family and will never forget our daughter- Jade Tallulah Murphy!

It\'s really strange I had 3 strong and healthy babies and one day their daddy decided to walk out on us. Through the devastation and tears we cried and survived. One day God sent a special angel to love and help us heal. Mommy fell in love with a wonderful and loving man that the 3 of you call, Daddy David. Daddy David had never had children of his own so finding us had made all his dreams come true. One day, mommy found out she was going to have another baby. A baby that God sent us as a loving miracle. Even though Daddy David was thrilled at having his new family he was beyond excited that I was carrying his biological baby. Shortly after my morning sickness began I found out we were going to be blessed with 2 miracle babies. Life could not have been better or love any stronger. Shortly after my anmio was scheduled I began to have some problems with our miracle babies. My blessings quickly turned into an emotional and tramatic nightmare. At 19 weeks God decided he needed his angels back. There is not a day, an hour or a moment I don\'t think about you. I know that someday mommy will hold you and see your sweet smile! Until then, I love you and miss you! Mommy

Mommy, Daddy and Big brother William miss you lots. I hope you are keeping Grandpa Russ company. Can\'t believe its only been 2 months 10 Days (12/9/2011) since we welcomed you into this world, held you and had to say goodbye. Not a day goes by I don\'t think of you. I miss you so much. My heart is so broken. I long to feel the Joy and Happiness again I once felt. I am forever changed. You were such a blessing to us and still are. We miss you everyday. Love, Mommy, Daddy and Big brother. We couldn\'t wait to hold you And see your pretty face. To count your little fingers, And check your toes are in their place. It should have been the happiest day To remember all our life. But joy had turned to heartache, No breath, no beat, no life. We will never see you smile, Or hear your hearty cry. We will never be able to dry your tears, Or share your happy times. Our precious little Angel, We will always know your face. In our hearts and stars forever, You will always have a place. ~Unknown

my son\'s heart stopped beating inside me when he was 32 weeks and 4 days old. everyday is a day closer to seeing him again. until then I have the memories of the short time we were together to hold on to. my precious baby dylan will be in my heart forever

Two cycles of IVF and 3 unsuccessful embryo transfers in one year. The worst part about dealing with these losses is that because there is no physical evidence of my pregnancy loss to show the world, it feels like my grief has no validation. I grieve for the babies that almost were, and I grieve for the possibility of my husband and I never being able to bring a child into this world.

For such a short time you graced my life. Though we would never meet you will always hold a very special place in my heart. You were my first \"little one\" and know that you will always be with me. Wherever I go, you are there. Thank you for choosing me to share a mother\'s love. No matter where your spirit goes you will always be loved by a mommy that has a little part of her heart reserved just for you.

11 years ago, on a cold and rainy April morning, A tiny little baby boy was born. He was far from ready for this brutal world and, after making one febal attempt to live in his mommy\'s arms, he relaxed and went to sleep forever. He lives now, only in my heart, in the love I never had the chance to give him, In my memory of what was and, my dreams of what should have been. - Lille Andreas, my arms still ache to hold you and, your name is always hidden in my tears. You left your little footprints on my heart.

On April 4th 2001, a tiny little baby boy was born. He was far from ready for this world and, after making one febal attempt to live there in his mommy\'s arms, he relaxed and, went to sleep forever. He lives now, only In my memory of what was and, in my dreams of what should have been - I will always miss you Lille Andreas... You\'ve left your little footprints on my heart and, your name is still hidden in every tear I cry.