Remembering Baby

on our regular doctor\'s visit on Dec. 9 - at 29 weeks gestation, we discovered his heart stopped. I delivered a perfect baby angel on Dec 10, 2011. Back home to God on Angel wings. His mother, father and big sister (age 2) have you, Isaiah, in our hearts and love you forever.

On 11/16/2011 I heard the worst news possible, \"I\'m sorry but there\'s no heartbeat\". She was born on 11/19/2011 with her angel wings. Although I was only able to carry her for 26 weeks, she has changed me for a lifetime. There will always be a hole in my heart that can no one can fill; it can only be mended when we meet again! Morgan you were loved from the day you were conceived, and you will continue to be loved in death. We miss you deeply!!!

I wasn\'t supposed to have kids, but due to something I never want to remember for the rest of my life, found out I was going to have this little angel. Her father wanted nothing to do with her but my boyfriend Adam did, he had given me permission to put him as her father. Angry with me for what I had done, Caryl\'s father shot me in the stomach at 25 weeks. It killed her instantly, I still remember her little kicks and moves even now the tiniest pressure in my stomach makes me think of her. My family of friends and of course, Adam helped me tremendously, but even now I still miss her dearly.

I just found out on 12/26/2011 that we were having you and you only stayed with inside me 4 wks 3 days and was taken today(01/04/2012), I hurt so bad and want you back but can\'t have you. I love you my little Angel and maybe one day we\'ll meet again and stay together...I will never forget you..

I called her Munchkin until I found out what she was. On 12/14/11 during our ultra-sound we found out that our little girl had 2 birth defects. I didn\'t care, I was going to fight for her. We had more tests done, and the bad news kept mounting. Her arteries in the heart were switched, one of them was too small, and she had 2 holes in her heart. On December 23rd, we lost our little Angel, she was 21 weeks and 3 days. We cried through the holidays, and I cry every day. This was my 1st pregnancy and I dreamed of my little girl. The pain is fresh and constant. I tell myself that she is an angel in heaven with my grandparents, but those words are not always comforting. Mommy loves you, my lil Angel, you will always be my munchkin. \"An Angel wrote in the book of life the date of my baby\'s birth; then whispered as she closed the book, \'too beautiful for this earth.\'\"

We found out we were pregnant right before Christmas. I knew something was wrong two days before when the spotting got heaver. On the first of January the contractions became worse and worse. I had him in my chair and caught him in my arms. What a beautiful little guy. I can\'t wait to see him again.

I found out I was pregnant July 31st, 2011. I lost my son at 21 weeks pregnant on November 30, 2011. it\'s been a month now, and it\'s so hard to accept the fact he\'s gone..

We were told at 20 weeks in a routine ultrasound that there might be something wrong with our baby girl. I came to terms quickly and was grateful for whatever God would bless us with. Three days later, I experienced His Grace. For an hour, I felt as though I was in heaven. Amazing. The word Grace came to mind after that experience and I decided to make her middle name Grace. 1 1/2 weeks later, my OB wasn\'t able to find a heartbeat and verified with ultrasound no movement. That was November 15, 2011. I delivered my precious baby Nov. 18th and then buried her Nov. 22, 2011. My wounds are very fresh and painful but i KNOW my baby is experiencing the same Grace that God blessed me with.